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doinkz. =/ for the past two days, i had been terribly alone. haix. =/ nothing unusual actually since i am so anti-social and dao. besides that, i got the peace that i wanted but i am just whining because it was all too peaceful out of a sudden. think maybe i will go for a movie alone tomorrow? sounds like a great idea. nobody ask me out anyway, so erm.. perhaps i should just do it. i miss my friends sia. all of them are either schooling/working/none-of-the-above-but-s anyway, yesterday, one recruitment agency called me, so i went down for interview. it was so amazing because i actually managed to get to the place myself. it was the ulu paradiz centre. -wow- didnt lose my way though i cant find the entrance to the lift lobby. then after that, i wanted to grab some food but somehow since i was alone, i didnt buy any food. then, erm.. just went home and stoned. nothing much. for today, really kinda of a bad day. when i thought that all my bad days were gone and i could look forwards to good ones, people called me up to tell me a bad news. haix. well, it was kinda of a shock because i didnt expect that it will happen. and it seemed to me that i was very much at fault. because of me being inexperienced, slow, and whatever, the contract was just gone like that. and the worst thing was i think i tarnished the reputation of someone whom i highly respected. he was quite upset and he got that 'wu nai' look hanging on his face and that kind of tone when he spoke to me. -omg- i am a sinner. i really feel like burning the school down.. or rather just the people there. so erm.. how? even if i apologised 10 thousand times, i cant help but feel that it's all my fault. =X so today, i went out for the robinsons expo sale interview. during the waiting time, there was this guy besides me who kept looking around. then i caught him looking at me, then i smiled at him. then we started talking. erm.. alright guy. but erm.. dont know. my first impression of him is only okie. by the way, i think i got the job. but still need some confirmation. let's wait for the good news. and yar, after that, i chionged all the way back to bp. bought fish dippers on the way and gobbled them up on the way to bp. was super hungry. when i reached bp, turned out that sir just happened to go out of the house. -wow- he did returned then erm, he taught me some techniques. then erm, i was feeling so guility and apologetic and .. sir is just so nice. he didnt scold or what, he just shrugged. =/ then i came home. stoned. online-ed. then just now i came to know of something that is quite shocking. seemed that i always get shocks every now and then.. anyway, heard that my aunt is going to divorce my uncle. erm.. she seemed very determined. well, maybe i am not in a position to comment, but erm, i feels that maybe they should both try to salvage the situation, especially since they have children. should always place the children in the first place. that's what i would do if i am in this situation.. but, i dont think i will ever get married in the first place and even if i do.. CHOY! who would want to divorce sia? =X shall go -zzz-. =) Post a comment in response: |
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