| Current mood: |  annoyed |
Ok. So I've been avoiding talking about this like the plauge. Why? Cause I'm depressed as fuck. The only reason I'm not insane is Shannon. If E were in better shape he'd be helpful there too.
And you know I'd be jealous of all the time Jude got to spend with Nat, but she's happy so I can't really complain that much.
I just fucking miss her like something awful. I believe in a lot of things, and I believe you can have more than one soulmate, and there are different levels. And Nat, she's my best friend soulmate.
So I'm depressed, and the shooting now is taking a lot out of me. It's just hard, this is the part of this role I knew would be the greatest challange, and I knew Nat would be gone for it, but it never really hit me.
So I mope and try to be a good boyfriend and actor, but its ok. She's probably going to move in with me when I get back to the states. Nat I mean, she was looking for a place in LA and we know we can stand each other so it just made sense.
Anyways. I'm off to try to make up my foul mood to Shannon.
-Hay
ps. Nat I miss ya
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