I coud kill the guy, I really could. How could somebody do that. What the fuck is wrong with all you assholes who keep disappearing and hurting someone you claim to love? I'm serious, I want an answer.
I'm a guy, and I had a wild streak, I've broken hearts, and now I see no point in it. If you tell someone you love them, you better fucking mean it.
Ok, On a better and lighter note, Shannon is still here. Which makes everything better for me, and Nat too I think. When Nat when back to LA we had the house to ourselves, it was nice being alone for a couple of days.
I'm not sure what we are in the sense of being together, but I know I want her in my life. Which is big for me. Not that I'm commitment phobic, but I just hate hurting people now, and when i do I don't mean too, I hate making promises I'm not sure I can keep.
But it's there, that spark. I really think I want her to be my girl. ::laughs:: I sound like I'm in kindergarten.
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