I don't even know anymore. I'm kind of ready to just get my ass out of here and leave everything else behind. I need a break I need something to keep myself from falling into a dark place where the hole in my heart seems small because the emptiness that darkness shows makes it that much smaller, but even so much darker.
I'm exhausted, literally in every capacity that one can be exhuasted, I am. I can't think straight, I can't do anything but run through my lines mechanically and the get shit from George.
If it weren't for Nat I'd I don't know but I don't think it would be a good thing. She helps me, reminds me how much I love this and how much it means to me. My funk is still here, but I find myself just being ... nothing
The one thing that makes me smile right now is that AJ has made her way here. My favorite Blonde. The "Higher Ground" bond. Plus "The Virgin Suicides"
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