|Current mood:|| peaceful|
|Current music:||Lookin' for love in all the wrong places, lookin' for love..|
Ok, so sue me, I didn't have enough energy last night to post. I was feeling pretty shitty last night when I went to my math class, but once again good luck decided to be on my side. I was debating even going; the class is an ADF course (Alternative Delivery Format - think PACE), so I basically do everything on my own, including taking the tests. We have until September 18 to take our first test, and until December 18 to take our final. I've already taken calculus, so this course (Precal and Trig) is pretty much only a refresher. I went to the first class on Tuesday. The teacher pretty much gave us a heads up on what the course was like and what would be happening this semester; in lamens terms, she told us that we basically had to do everything on our own and she would be there in class on Tuesdays and Thursdays to answer any questions. So if we don't have any questions, we can sign in and leave. She told the 166ers (my Tuesday class includes 163, 164, and 166) that we would come back Thursday, so I thought it would be a really small class. Well, Thursday classes include 166, 126, and 127. On Thursday, she said she would basically be going over the same thing she did on Tuesday, so us 166ers didn't have to stay. I raised my hand and asked if we had to come back at any point. She said no, so I signed in, got my stuff, and headed for home. Fuck yeah!!
Today is a "chill out" day. No classes, no homework to speak of, and no work. So I got over 9 hours of sleep last night, got up, got ready, ate spaghetti and a spongebob sherbert pop for lunch (along with my diet vanilla coke :D) and I've been watching cartoons every since. The only thing I have to do today is find someone to cover my shift for Sunday (I don't know how many times i've told Jesus [my manager] that I can't work Sunday mornings because I go to church with my parents! I swear, one of these days I'm going to tell him off..) and figure out exactly I want to transfer over to my laptop. It's gonna be really cool once I get everything transferred over, but GOD it's such a pain to figure out what I want to transfer. I use a ton of programs and I don't want to have to re-download and re-install a million things. Oh, well. At least I've got a laptop!
I'm really happy today for some reason. Maybe because, for once in my life, I'm in a relationship that I'm really happy about and not paranoid at all about. I don't have to wonder if he'll cheat on me (when we first started going out, his ex kissed him and he got so angry with himself that he kept apologizing over and over - and he's not one of those weenie type guys who are really sensitive. When you think of Tony, think of an Italian bodyguard from the Godfather, who likes heavy metal... strange combo, I know, but that's my Tony :D), I can pretty much always talk to him (unless he's in a bad mood - understandable - and even when he's mad, he'll talk), and I don't have to wonder if he's only in it for sex. I'm not saying I want to marry him; I'm not even thinking about marriage right now. Sure, I want to get married someday and have some kids, but not in the immediate future.
Or maybe when you juggle school, work, and life, you learn to really appreciate your days off. That's probably part of it.
Ok, sorry, I know I'm long-winded. I'll stop now.