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ReynaNgDuga DIES
It is unfortunate that my newest Blurt has to be of a dismally violent nature.
However, I am not a man of patience nor am I one who forgives offenses towards me.
I've been playing RF Online for about a year's duration and as per my Blurty account, my IGN is also [b]HariNgDuga[/b]
In my tenure as a Bellato Ranger, I have made it a point to be the best of my class whenever possible and without the use of over-upgraded equipment. Within in the RF Boards, I give my aid to whoever asks of it and I do my best to empower the Ranger Class to the best of my ability.
Safe to say, although hidden, my IGN has a reputation.
Enter ReynaNgDuga.
Although I haven't seen the character myself, I was informed of it's existance in another Server. Fortunately I had made it a point to own my IGN on all servers, with only the RP-Server deviating from my choice of Race.
I don't expect anyone to fully understand why I find it such an insult that someone would use ReynaNgDuga as an IGN. Copy-cats happen all the time, and to be honest I actually expected it. But this particular IGN hits a nerve.
And when something hits one of MY nerves, it tends to Go Away... and not in a nice, friendly, happy sort of way. Because I don't do NICE.
ReynaNgDuga is, first and foremost, a deviation of HariNgDuga. It is a title I would like to bestow upon my future wife, and or the fiancee' who would eventually be the former. As such, someone using this Title is an outright insult to my being.
Game-wise
As far as I know, this person could be no more than another wannabe trying to leech off whatever fame I've gained. Nothing pisses me off more than a person pretending to be me, or related to me when they clearly are not. If terms of franchising this person could be, for all I know, the equivalent of a factory defect that could sully my name. For that purpose, I despise anyone who pretends to be me, my friends, or members of my "Inner-Circle."
Real Life
The title ReynaNgDuga implies a relationship to HariNgDuga. Whether it be intentional, or Role-Play is none of my concern. The fact that it insults my status as a single male is what really pisses me off the most.
For whatever reasons they may have had, the women I've 'gone after' have always had them; "Reasons". Because of these 'excuses' I fell into slumps of depression where I tore myself limb from limb trying to figure out what it is I suck at.
Enter my dad.
He told me that although I had my flaws, I was still me. His Son. As such, whatever flaws I had, I easily made-up for thanks to my heritage. And at the end of the day, they were just women who didn't even try to give me a chance. From this logic branched my 'screw this! let THEM come after me' theology. At least in that sense, women won't have 'excuses' to run off.
What really boils my blood about ReynaNgDuga is that this character blatantly mocks my love-life. There is no "ReynaNgDuga" in my life and although I pretend it's fine to be single, IT PISSES ME OFF every time someone brings it up.
'Why are you single?' 'Why don't you go out?' 'Why don't you try dating?'
Because I sadly can't!
I'm busy with work, and the only interactions I have with members of the opposite sex are ladies who are either spoken for, are outside my age-range, or the ones I've already met and have actually clarified in respectably honest terms that I'm not their type.
Simply put, I don't get a lot of chances to go out and meet someone new. Not unless I get a client who's single and looking.
So to have some nobody mock me, either directly or indirectly, like this is Unforgivable.
I just want to clarify one thing:
I am NOT NICE. I am NOT KIND. I am NOT TOLERANT. I [i]WILL[/i] make something go away when it pisses me off and this definitely gets a spot in my Hit-List.
And just for 'fun', I'll be taking added steps to make this hurt mentally, physically, and financially.
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