bella mella (happyhappyjoy) wrote, @ 2004-05-01 17:08:00

goof up
okay so here i said i would write in here everyday ... goofed that up already... been a couple of days. How do people find time to write....Not much been happening in my life. My boyfriend wants to move in together. He is working right now at a help centre for juveniles. Money is okay but I am just not sure. I mean, living at home is okay although my brother gets on my nerve once in a while and he is always hiding in my bedroom and scaring me. I think what I am afraid is the commitment. Like we have sex and everything so it isn't that. Its just that I feel once we move in together will the romance and the sparks die. Can I do it. I have so many goals I want to reach.. would I be able to do it if I moved in. Why is life so hard. Another thing is I know my Mom would have a friggin fit if I told her that I was moving in with Chris, she likes him and everything but living together. I think she would look at me different. I just don't know. I feel that if I have so many questions, maybe I am not ready to make that kind of commitment. Chris said whatever my decision is he will understands. We have been together for soooooo long, he knows every part of me and me him. Strange

Spring is getting better. Glad the rain stopped although there was alot of flooding around certain areas. Poor people, but serves them right. I mean if you are going to live near the river, you live with the floods.

hmmm what else. Maybe this journal thing isn't so bad afterall. I want to repaint my bedroom and my Dad told me I could. My first time painting. I hope I do okay. Am going to paint the walls Aqua Blue and do silver pinstripes. I saw it done on Trading Spaces and it looked really kewl. Am going to try it. I love those shows. Maybe I should be a interior decorater. hahahahaha, don';t you have to be gay to be a designer ... no offence tgo all you designers on Trading Spaces, but you have to admit, some of them look a little suspicious.

Okay, enough already. Gotta run. Hot date tonight with my special guy. He is taking me out for supper and then a movie or maybe if weather permitting, a stroll in the park. Hope the moon is out.

Ta Ta For Now

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