|Current mood:|| okay|
|Current music:||Buffy the Vampire Slayer|
Ugh. I am so bored it's not even funny. And I'm still sorry Benji. Yup, everything is all my fault and dont say it's not. Not you, not anyone. I'm glad you "support" Tony and I and you're not too mad. I'm sorry things had to end between the two of you, because of me. Benj, anybody would be lucky to have someone like you. You are a nice, kind, sweet, and lovable person. It is true.
I'm sorry Tony. I think it's because of what happened between you and Benji. Even though you said it's not my fault, it is because who's fault would it be? It wouldnt be yours and it's definetly not Benji's. I don't know. It's just hard for me to think that you would choose me over Benji. Not like it's a bad thing, but I guess you get my point. I just wish everything didn't have to be like this. So confusing and complicated but I still love you and that won't change.