I think my life is messed up. I mean, dont get me wrong but its not Tony. I love Tony, more than Tony will ever know.. But that's not the point. Something just doesnt seem right, with Benj that is. He's telling me one thing and Tony the complete opposite. I think either he's trying to get Tony away from me or make me mad because he wants to be with Tony and he doesnt want Tony being with me. Or it could just be that he doesnt want to tell me because im just Ginger. I dont want to rush into things with Tony unless..... But there has to be some way to work things out. Well, enough about my boring life.heh. I love you Tony!!!!