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Outlet to release
And so. All my angst/frustration/stress/emotions culminated at the conclusion of the event proper (as the tea reception started) yesterday and my waterworks started having a mind of its own and persisted whenever anyone talked to me to comfort me of Murphy's Law that transpired throughout the day.
So yes. I was a wreck as the reception progressed on and i managed to excuse myself to go back up to office and start on another piece of work which the big boss wants to be submitted before noon time on Monday. Even then, i couldn't get the waterworks to stop and kept swabbing my eyes and smearing my liner over my puffy eyes.
Thankfully, after an hour or so of tearing on and off, it stopped temporarily for me to get back home (with a quick stop at CM for library and dinner) and even after i got home, i started all over again for no reason despite being drained ttm. I was physically, emotionally and mentally drained from the day and went to bed early for a Friday and the overnight downpour did provide a cosy environment to be in bed. While i wish i could say that i had a good rest, i woke up groggy and exhausted still. In fact, i woke up in the middle of the night and wondered if it was Friday and was my event even over. To say that i was not affected by the happenings of yesterday would be an understatement.
Now, i just have to pull myself back up together and be in a whole one piece for Monday. At least i can look forward to a good dinner and a shorter than short work week next.