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|Current music:||Deus Ibi Est - Isobel Campbell and Mark Lanegan|
Against My Will To These Sad Shores An Unknown Force Has Drawn Me
Ok, so it's been like 6 months since I updated this thing...not like anyone reads it anyway.
But whatever, I feel the need to write tonight...
So I literally just walked back into the suite and this has to be the last place in the world I want to be. It's great to be back with the girls again, but I just want to be home with my family so bad right now. I never thought it was possible to be this homesick when I'm only an hour away. Maybe I'm just so blah because I haven't seen them in so long. They pretty much ditched me for a cruise to the Panama Canal. Boo that. It was really nice having the house to myself though. People were over like every night, so that was great. And I got to eat Thanksgiving dinner with Rach and that was pretty fabulous too. But I just hate coming back to school. This semester has sucked so much and on so many levels. I feel like I die a little inside or something emo like that whenever I'm here. Ugh. I don't know what my deal is. I just can't stand being here anymore.
On happier note, I saw someone I haven't seen since the summer. It was pretty random. Very enjoyable, but completely random. I really don't want to jinx anything, so I'm not gonna say anything else about it.
And one positive about being back in the suite....it's after Thanksgiving, so it's officially Christmas music time!! Woot!! I'm gonna make everyone hate Christmas music in about a week. I'm pretty excited already....haha