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Megh (guitargirlie621) wrote,
@ 2006-02-02 02:07:00
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    Current mood: tired
    Current music:Falling Out - Relient K

    I'm Falling Out Of Control And You Just Can't Stop Me Now
    I've more drinking. For a long time at least. Thank God I'm pledging, so I'm forced into sobriety for the next 3 weeks. I just keep hearing too many forgotten pieces of this weekend and more for me. I'm done.

    So tonight started awesome for me. Ness and I both got our formal bids from Tri Sig. I was sooo excited, you have no idea! I love those girls so much and I'm so excited to start pledging on Friday!!

    But after that, everything has been shitty. I still haven't even started my critique paper. I just have no motivation to do anything right now. Then I was talking with someone online and a combination of mixed signals, high hopes, and then reality completely changed my mood. Whatever...I give up. Then, just because I love to torture myself, I read someone's blog and it made me feel like the most insignificant person ever. I mean, I have no reason to expect anything, it's just...I made me feel worthless.

    God, why am I so lame?

    So yeah, I'm not very fond of myself at the moment, or even other people for that matter. Ugh I hate this...

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