|Current mood:|| crappy|
|Current music:||linkin park- numb|
close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by (i wish i could)
i tried...i really tried to have a good birthday...its just reallllly hard when everyone forgets about it and i cant talk to anyone i want to talk to...(finding out this morning that some nameless person had a party and didnt invite me doesnt exactly help either)...so this birthday sucked, along with this whole break...i just wish i could fix my life right now...im tired of working 24/7, tired of being neglected by my so called friends, tired of this life...if i could start over i would..guess thats what college is for...cant wait for the next year and a half to pass..maybe college will bring some good/love to my life...
or better yet maybe some miracle will happen now and brighten my life up..just maybe
every step that i take is another mistake to you