| Current mood: | bored |
| Current music: | Talking Heads - Burning Down The House. |
well
for like 3 days i've been sleeping at matt's house, being in johnston chillin with him and and getting away from my cranston problems have been great, downside i havent talked to annette in days, i get the feeling she wants to keep it like that, i dont know why but i do. past few nights ive tried to not think about her and this whole thing, but i cant, she means way too much for me to just "forget about" like everyones telling me to. fuck it. fuck me for sucking. i dont feel complete without her, and its not like i could even move on, i'd only be thinking about her. god damn this is what i've whittled down to, sheer and utter nothingness. in other news mark is back from florida, thank christ. hopefully we can resurrect the band and restart. i fucking hope so. but as all things in my life, it odds are will fail
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