|Current mood:|| distressed|
|Current music:||The Church - Reptile.|
ugh, i just got into it with my dad, about how life is worth it, and going to florida with my grandparents will make me feel alot better. what he and no one else gets, is there is only one person who can make me happy and she pretty much told me to fuck off. i guess solitude comes with this lifestyle. i guess i am cold hearted and arrogant, but why is that my fault, i cant helpthe kind of person i am. but shes made it clear to me that she'll never want me, so i guess thats that. i've been up since 8, i couldnt stop coughing, my nose is all stuffed, and im coughing like 4 times every 10 seconds. it sucks. i just called annette, she's busy and said she'll try and call me back. i don't expect her to, but who knows. anyways thats all for now.