what a night. I don't really wanna write about it , but i don't have anything else to write about. I just feel really unloved and unwanted. I don't see how a man could make his daughter feel like i feel right now, and then go on about his day like nothing is wrong and laugh and whistle and talk to me like nothing happened. It pisses me off. Well, i have a plan and i just have to be strong and wait it out untill things get better... i can do that. I don't have any other choice really. If i don't, i'll end up even more messed up than i am.