|Current mood:||disgustingly normal.|
|Current music:||Erase Errata - 'Tounge Tied'|
"Uninspired and growing tired, why am I always so attracted to drama?"
...struggling to find a quote to describe what I feel right now... but none of my bands have been quite able to put their fingers on it either.
I have to stop looking at life under this meticulous poetic microscope. I have to stop glamorizing such meaninglessness as the black and white static dansing across my television screen. My life is not as beautifully tragic as I'd like it to be. I'm a spoiled American trapped in an asphalt labyrinth of dead ends and shopping malls and boring people. And it's both shocking and repulsive how quickly I've gotten absorbed into their world. Swallowed up and God, how I'd love to be spit out by by this society. When did I become just like them?? I think it was when I decided not to.
(et je répète...)
My life is not as gloriously tragic as I'd like it to be.
Dieu bénissent l'Amérique. The fucking irony.