my future
i've been doing a great deal of writing recently (yes i know i have not updated in a while, but deal with it), and i'm really torn over whether or not it was something i am really interested in. sure, everyone seems to like it, for the most part, but i want to make an impact on people, i want something i do to have meaning. people who can draw or write poetry well or those who can compose music or act could portray this very well. when ur writing a story tho, it is so hard to capture that emotion... i dunno. i want something i write to mean something to more than my parents someday... and i don't see that happening. maybe i am just a wimp or a sucker for these things, but i get very emotional at the end of a final fantasy game. it pulls me inso that i feel i am there. or one angel last week and one tree hill this week... it is just so weird. i want something i do to have that kind of impact on me. i want something to have some kind of meaning!
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