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As Jose said... they're all fucking backstabbers.
Go to hell every single one of you. All the ones that I used to call my friends. Fuck you all.
Go to hell Becky. Because you said you wouldn't say anything and you fucking lied to me. And give me mixed messages about your opinions. Like you told me you never liked Joe. Beth was the only one that liked him and you know that. Fuck you Becky. I thought I could trust you. I thought maybe you were one of the last people in this fucking town that I could talk to. Obviously, you never really did think highly of me even though I did NOTHING to you. Fuck you for telling me I was your best friend. You really lie to your best friends? Oh... I guess you do. Like with Ange. I talked to her the other day. Fuck man... I thought you were a good person. But once again. I was fucking wrong.
Go to hell Joe. You fucking asshole. Why the fuck do you bother reading my journal still? Wanting me to die.. It's really funny how you can say those things when before it was, "I never loved Beth. It was only you." And then I can't be with you and so you want me dead. Cuz I hurt you. So yeah, I heard that you cryyyyyyy like a little fucking girl at school because it upsets you how much you "loved" me. Good fucker. Keep crying. And also fuck you for lying. And saying shit like how I said it would be so fun to cut deep. When the fuck did I say that? And if you didn't notice, I haven't tried or talked about suicide since that Tuesday night... the night of that fucking phone call. Where you made ME explain everything YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE.
Go to hell Beth. For rubbing it in everyone's face that you're Christian and then suddenly you meet Joe and you're Satanic. Fuck you for many things. Everyone told me you weren't a good friend. I'm much happier now that you're gone. But go to hell for getting mad at ME when your fucking boyfriend wanted to go after me and ditch you. Not my fucking fault you are they way you are. A disgusting pig who literally lives in your own filth and showers like once a week. Starving yourself isn't gonna make you skinny. You can't get rid of that much fat. You know why you're ugly? It's because of the person you are. I'm not much better, but everyone has always told me I'm MUCH more attractive than you. Even your beloved Miiiiiiiiles.
And FUCK YOU to everyone reading this thinking I'm a bitch for this. You don't know what she put me through. For 5 fucking years. I used to think she was pretty. Untill her true colors were revealed.
Go to hell Laura. You think you're such a great mother. Just fuck you. Fuck you and your mood swings. It scares me when you're nice, I never know when that's gonna change. Fuck you for lying to me and telling me shit like I was a mistake. You make me feel like I am nothing. Fuck, I probably am nothing.
But fuck you all for making me feel this way. I can't fucking trust anyone.... Just....... fuck you.
I could go on..... but my arguements aren't good at all right now.... and it's stupid anyways.
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