HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need help and i know how to get it but i cant get it though my mom's head that i need it and i dont know how to any more im starting to go back to my suicidal ways and i know most of my friends are worry about me and i dont know how to stop my thoughts any more i have been wrighting more and more poems and for the past two weeks at 11th p.d. i have cried and i havn't told any one that and i think is b/c of all the shit im going though with my parents spliting and my mom having a boyfriend already i mean cool she is moving on buti feel that she i moving way to fast i mean i glad that she is moving on but gave your self time. am i wrong for feeling this way? dont get me wrong i love me mom and i love my to a point but i really cant talk to my mom that much any more about any thing i talked to my brother campbell and i told him today i almost cut myself and that notinh is really going right for me any more and that i just want to die and he yelled at me and made me feel worst then what i did and now all i have been doing is crying about everything and now i feel like a big baby i cry way to much now nd i keep get in trobble at school fun anit it well i should stop now sister wants to go to bed so ill write to you tomorrow bye byes for now
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