becca (gothicpunker) wrote, @ 2003-11-10 20:31:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	depressed shit

suicidal
my suicidal thouhts are coming back really badly to the point i almost cut myself last night and now i can't stop them i told my mom that im bisexul last night to and i don't know why i did that now i feel really bad and i had to tell my mom 's boyfriend how i felt about him and shit but now that it's out i feel alot better now but i still feel like i want to die and i also feel so alone in this world that i can't stop it any more i wish some times that i was dead and also that i was never born and now i feel really gay that i'm saying all this shit

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