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*blows out a breath*
Okay so, I've picked up a lot of the trash (most of it) and I'm running a load of dishes in the dishwasher. Bryce is coming over later tonight and so is Chris to help ou twith getting everything cleaned in the house. I'm reallly stressed out. I should have called sick into the school. I feel stupid and embarrassed. If only JAMES wasn't doing the remodeling at the school I wouldn't HAVE this fucking problem. I really do need to chill out during the school week. I HAVE to be home by 8pm every school night. I just gotta discipline myself to do that. Saturday nights are the designated party nights. I just really need to disipline myself. Urgh, I'm just so irriated with everything. I really am. Now I gotta fess up to my mother and let her know I was being stupid. Which I was. *hits head on desk* I never should have missed school today. If only I had GONE to school none of this wouldn't have happened. I would just be at home right now after a good days worth of school and I'd be cleaning like I am now MINUS the stress. DAMMIT. I'm such an idiot. *sigh* WEll, I have the restt of the week to make up for today, and i better read Chapter 2 of my text book. Laters.
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