| Current mood: | distressed |
| Current music: | ben folds |
yeah.
so im about half way done with my college project. we're supposed to go extensively into how much each little thing will cost (food, appliances, transportation, etcetectetctetetcgtrgverkjbl). i decided to kinda of get a running total going of all my expenses. so far it's $28,753.65. i almost cried. there is no way in hell that my parents can afford anything over like $15,000, maybe even $20,000. so this means that even if i do get accepted to my dream school, i wont be able to go. i just cant believe that it's already that expensive and im not even done yet. man. im honestly upset. fuck you, college. scholorships look bleak. im not involved enough in ffa to get some from there. the houston livestock show scholorship (the one i was depending on) will only give you money if you stay in state. well. sucks for me. ill probably have to stay in state then....i dont want to at all.... gah.
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