|Current music:||dashboard confessional // saints and sailors|
I've decided to just let it go.. Because if he really wants to do something with me before summer is over.. He will find a way to get to me. Too bad tonight is the only night I can do something before summer ends, because we go back to school on Wednesday, and there is NO way my dad will let me go anywhere on Tuesday night. Oh well, I guess if he wants to see me, he'll call sometime today, and we will chill. If not, oh well. That's life, and sometimes life isn't all hearts and flowers, rainbows and puppies.. And I would get sick if it was.
I am going shopping tomorrow. I am super excited to the max. I love going clothes shopping for school. I always buy stuff that no one else wears, or I usually make my own shirts. I need to go back to doing that, because it's fun being all creative and putting my special touch on my articles of clothing. It rocks.
So my sister had a few of her guy buds come over last night at like 1:30 in the morning. It was funny, they left and came back.. And then they left again, and came back one more time. lol.. Finally they left about 4:30 in the morning. lol.. I came in the house, changed into my p.j's and went sleepy-by. Boy was I beat.
So here I am now praying that Jay will call me. Part of me wants to call him, and the other part wants him to call here first. It's kind of like this little test my mind is playing out, just to see how much he really does like me. I guess we'll see. lol
I should update again today.. As for right now, I am going to eat some Ho-Ho's or Ding Dong's.. Whichever we have. lol