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This journal thing is fun, but I am already having some writers block. I don't know what to write about right now.
Anyway I'm glad to know everything is now straightened out with my work schedule. I never thought I would say this, but I will miss the place for a little while. I will probably go back for vacations anyway though. It's funny how easy it is to get attached to a routine. I think it's good to break the routine, and try new things though, or it becomes a rut, which is really difficult to break.
Sometimes I expect the door bell to ring, and there comes a brand new, exciting opportunity just waiting for me. It took me quite a few years to learn that's not usually the way things work. If you want something to happen you have to make it happen. I finally came to learn I am responsible for what I do, and don't do. I now know I can't just wait around, I have to make a plan and go for it.
It's like travelling to Japan, I once would have said, "Someday I'll go." Now I have a plan of action. I worked this summer to save money, I went to the travel agency for booklets, and I picked a few trips I was interested in. Now all I have to do is set up the trip, and the tough part is finding someone to go. I also learned that I must adapt though, so if no one will go, I'll do it on my own.
See I started writing, and it all just flowed from my keyboard.
Also if anyone happens to read my journal you're welcome to leave a comment, I like feedback. However I realize not that many people may come across this. I intentionally limited the ways to find it. It's still available under my interests though.