Well today we got the router and it took me several hours to set it up. But now it's set up and I can get online too, just like Pat. I'm so happy. I've missed having the Internet available all the time. It's been a while. So that has made me very happy. Plus this gives the girls a second computer where they can check their mail or be online too.
Sara is spending the night at Zack's again. It seems strange for her to be gone so much. It's hard to believe she will be 19 in 4 months. She said it seems strange to her that she has so much freedom now and that she doesn't have to "ask" us if she can go places or do things. It seems sort of strange to me too, but it's time, and I feel very confident she will start out on her adult life in a great way. I think she makes good decisions and she knows how to take care of herself. She will be starting school (OU) in the fall. It's hard to believe that I will have a daughter in college. That makes it seem like I should be very old, but I don't feel that old really. I guess 40 is not that old really.
I need to write, but I'm just screwing around and not really writing anything steady except these journals. But at least I'm writing in here. :) I guess that's better than nothing.
I wonder what will happen in July when Sebastian is supposed to come home. I wonder if Simon will raise a fuss or if he will just let him come home? I still can't believe Audrey just let all her kids go like that. It still boggles my mind and heart.
Today was a very busy and sort of stressful day. But hopefully tomorrow will be good. I should go to bed soon. I need to go take my contacts out because they are bothering my eyes. I'm back now, feel better now.
I'm listening to the Birdman disc. ***shh! don't tell anyone***
American Girl ... EV doesn't do TP very well ... lol.
Anyway ... this makes me want to listen to some real PJ. LOL!
Roadhouse Blues ... much more suited to EV.
Now I'm listening to Singles and it's much better. :) I don't really have much more to say tonight. It's too sad about Layne and Kurt ... way too sad. Drugs take a lot of good people on to the next life. It's too bad I guess, but it can't be helped either.