|Current mood:|| tired|
|Current music:||Papa Roach & N.E.R.D.|
I tried to eat Apple Pie, but it ended up making me sick. I'm fucking exhausted. I spent all afternoon at the gym working out. It's been a while since I haven't had time between Alec and work. I realized that I was getting a bit flabby, enjoying too many Twinkies. So I went to the gym and really worked myself up to a burn. I do feel good inside and out though, and I can't wait to go back.
It's not that I am into the whole idea of physical fitness, only that I want to look good and not huff and puff when I have to run or do anything stressful on my body. I like the stamina it gives me.
And I think that Alec does too, he's never complained.
Speaking of which, I really miss him right now. Sometimes I look around and I realize how lonely I really am, and how much things seem much more complete when he is next to me. I used to think that being alone was what I liked the most, that I didn't have to worry about entertaining anyone or having them in my business and face. But now, I can be myself and be with him. I'm comfortable. Just like being alone, but better because he gives me kisses and rubs my feet when we lie down.