|Current mood:|| calm|
|Current music:||New Order- Crystal|
Alec said that he's going to come home, and he's is bringing Cassidy. Good. I mean, I do feel bad that the whole tour was fucked... but selfish needy me. I am just happy that my baby is going to be coming him. I hate to be alone so bad. I have nightmares when Alec is lying in my arms. I worry myself endlessly about how he is doing. It scares me to death to think that something could happen and he could get hurt, and there is nothing I could do to stop it. What if the bus crashes and he dies? The plane? Something just falls from the sky? I can honestly say that my life would end with his. I couldn't live without him.
Baby, come home. I have some kisses for you.