|Current mood:|| refreshed|
i love nick
okay YET AGAIN a journal entry has been erased. WTF. and it's always the good ones!!!!!
alllright, like i said before.....
today i sorted out a lot of things. i was kinda having some doubts about nick and i. i was feeling tied down and was confused, when really, i'm the one who has been tying myself down by only socializing with nick. i've been depending on him way too much! it's time for me to become an independent woman, dammit! i've got to bust out my social skills and live life. and the best part is, i don't have to lose nick in order to do so. i was thinking that i couldn't break off of this dependent thing without taking a break from the relationship...but i totally can. you know why? because i LOVE NICK soooooooooo much that i'll do anything to keep us together. maybe he isn't perfect, but neither am i. (and neither are you!)
Nick is my rock and the love of my life. Just thinking about him puts a smile on my face. dude....i so want to jump him RIGHT NOW.