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rainbows and happiness
there is a rainbow over my house... big huge and perfect.... I saw it as we were driving back with a load from the other house... kharma got her birth certificate... rhia can go to school... and somehow I'm not stressing about work... I have that feeling today that everything will be alright... and there's a rainbow to prove it.
I don't remember ever being a god girl... when I was a little mormon girl... I always saw heavenly mother when I prayed... and the goddess has been the most amazing force in my life to date... but lately... I feel this amazing love for the sun... this warmth and masculine energy. I've reconciled with my mental state enough to connect to a male deity... and some days it's the most amazing feeling in the worl... I want to sit and cry and bask in the sun... all of happiness. I hear Loreena McKennitt... those words of her send chills up my spine... our lord, our god... it's a strange happy feeling to love a male deity again.
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