|Current mood:|| hopeful|
This morning I woke up depressed. Don't know why since I had an awesome day with my daughter yesterday. But part of my thinking was that I didn't have it in me to go "all out" again today. It's exhausting. In the end, the day was okay. Can't say much more. There was a period of time when Mei was crying a lot. But it was okay. I didn't do as well as yesterday, but I still did better than before. And that's something, I suppose.
I am about to leave to go see W. It is raining pretty hard. I know he made dinner, but I don't have much of an appetite. I need to start eating better. It's so hard to stick to eating in a healthy way. But it is always one of my main goals.
I'll try to write more tomorrow.