Josh (gimmeabeer) wrote, @ 2003-11-06 10:03:00

Current mood:	gloomy
Current music:	nothing

oh my god i want to die

i am in so much pain

i cant sleep more than 6 or 7 hours at a time because the painkillers wear off and my fever spikes and the pain comes back

last night i could barely move my fingers and i was stuck on the couch for a few hours because my back was so fuckin sore

i am going back to the doctor today and i am going to plead with him to give me something to kill the pain that will last longer

even breathing moves me to tears, i can't even swallow without bawling like a fucking baby

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