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Nick Gigler (gigs_00) wrote,
@ 2003-08-16 08:36:00
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    Current mood: depressed
    Current music:Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong

    I've been sitting here, bored, for God knows how long. Why is it that my life seems so...minuscule compared to everyone else's? Jere and Billy are engaged, everything's working out for them. Tony and Benji have had/are having problems, everyone's so...needed for something. I feel like a leech. Like I don't belong.

    Where do I belong?

    (When this began)
    I had nothing to say
    And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
    (I was confused)
    And I let it all out to find
    That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
    (Inside of me)
    With all the vacancy the words revealed
    Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
    (Nothing to lose)
    Just stuck, hollow and alone
    And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

    I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
    I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
    (Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
    I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
    Somewhere I belong

    And I’ve got nothing to say
    I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
    (I was confused)
    Looking everywhere only to find
    That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
    (So what am I)
    What do I have but negativity
    ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
    (Nothing to lose)
    Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
    And the fault is my own,the fault is my own

    I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
    I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
    (Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
    I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
    Somewhere I belong

    I will never know myself until I do this on my own
    And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
    I will never be anything till I break away from me
    I will break away, I'll find myself today

    I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
    I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
    (Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
    I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
    Somewhere I belong

    I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
    Somewhere I belong



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