Well, it's been awhile and a lot has happened. THis week has been a total drug binge. It's been mainly coke, with a little ecstasy and obviously weed. The bone X-Mas party was last night, it went pretty well. THey all met Joe. Joe and I went to Siem's afterwards hoping for some blow, and we got lucky as hell. We scored a gram of great shit for 40 bucks. Fucking sweet as hell. I don't know what to do with myself with my grades. I'm trying and I'm doing what I'm supposed to but nothing seems to work. I need my education and I don't want to dissapoint mom and dad. But at the same time I need to do what I need to do. I want to do something with myself in the next couple years. I have do what I'm good at and what I'm meant to do. It' all a matter of fate. I guess everything happens for a reason. I know better than anyone what I'm capable of doing and how hard I'm willing to work to get it. Damn these infernal menthol cigarettes. Anyway, I have a bunch of crap to take care of, I gotta go.