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Billy Dean Martin (gcbilliam) wrote,
@ 2003-04-18 22:32:00
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    Current mood:irate
    Current music:Type O Negative -Kill all the White People

    People suck and everyone should die!!!!!
    Burning Flames Below
    Reach up to receive my soul
    Satan wins again

    I'm not going out with Paul and Joel tonight, I'd rather gouge my eyes out with toothpicks then deal with anymore emotional bullshit tonight. Sometimes I just want to take the fine guitar wire and slit my wrists with it, using the blood like a fountain pen and autographing the sheets of all the people who piss me off in a day. Then I realize that that's an awful lot of blood to use up and I would pass out long before I got to the last room. Since I'm lazy, and not really looking to commit suicide, I usually vote against it.

    Just ONCE! only once, I'd find it exhilarating, I'd like to just hurl and have all the nasty vile heartfelt feelings just pour out and leave forever. I don't want emotions. I don't have them yet somehow I end up with other peoples. Today was no different. I mean everyone seems to be having lovelife troubles and apparently I'm Dr. Love or some shit because I'm the one everyone's coming to about it. For the last time...

    Love is a four letter word. Much like Fuck, Shit, Crap, Piss, and Junk.
    Happiness is a false state the human condition creates to mask it's inability to handle the harshness of reality.
    I do not smile. I'm fine with that.

    *flips on the pay per view in the hotel and growls* Bite me!

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