so many things i kept away.
Its almost time to go on stage, I'm wondering if I can ever tell Benji who I've been seeing lately after the shows we've been doing on the tour, wondering if I can ever tell the secrets I've been holding away from him. I can't tell him this, this is the one thing I can't tell anyone about.
*looks down at some of the bruises on his body* I can't keep letting him do this to me. I can't say everythings okay when its not. Benji its too wrapped up when Tony is around I can't even talk to him, so I just lock myself up in my room, thinking everything will be okay, when really its not. I can't change the fact this isn't going to leave my mind. I want to wake up, and know that everything will be okay, but in the end it really is not.
I've been keeping another secret, and I can't tell anyone about that either, I'm not here to ruin anything thats already been formed. I just want to lay down in my bed, and never show my face again, but I have a life to live, and a dream to presue
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