| Current mood: | drained |
| Current music: | Whats the Dillio- Mest |
my life is fucked up.
Everything in my life is fucked up, My friends, certain family members, and I can't deal with it anymore. I'm going to keep to myself from now on, not fucking bothering people when they are happy, and sticking to my own life instead of theirs.
I thought this would be easy, but its not. I just want everyone to leave me alone for a couple of days, only certain people can talk to me, and I think they know who they are. My band mates, sister and mom. Those are the only people who can talk to me right now.
The one guy that I thought I could totally thought I could be with, because SOME person told me they liked me, was a lie. Everything I believe now has become a lie, I thought it would be cool if Benji and I dated a Lovato, Benj already is, but I've liked Matt for a long time, and I thought It was the truth, but then I find out him kissing Jeremiah, and its totally over. My liking for him, believing things and fucking everything
So Do me a favor, leave me ALONE!
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