Back to the 'Boro
Well! I'm back in Statesboro! AND IT FEELS GOOD!!!!! I arrived here about 7:30pm, went to Wal-Mart with my father, and spent 2 hours unpacking. It's now 10:43pm and I'm just checking email. My friend from Hot Or Not.com emailed me. He makes me laugh! I got an email from Colin too. That was a shocker! He has been in the hospital. I can't imagine why. He frustrates me so dayum much! One minute he's talking with me, keeping me updated in his life, the next he's gone! I don't know where he is, no contact, nothing! This endless cycle is ridiculous. Unfortunately, I'm not strong enough to say no to him. My friends say he's bad for me because of our age difference, but-there's something about colin that just makes everyone else seem so...so small and-i don't know what else! Plus he's the only guy who's made me have the "Big-O." There have been few attempts to call me...to come see me...and it just frustrates me all the dayum time! It's like I'm not important to him...