The thought of deploying was so much easier when i didnt have someone I cared about going with me. thats all laura is thinking about at this point. I am honestly trying not to think about it. But she reminds me all the time about how shes worried that something will happen to me. and All I can think about at that point is that How would I cope if something happened to her. I know this is a fucked up thing to say, but I dont want to see her go. I dont think she can handle it mentally. And If something did happen, I dont know how I would react. Its different to hear about your friends getting hurt than someone you love. I dunno, but its driving me nuts, cause shes thinking about it and constantly reminding me about it. I dont want to think about all that, I want to think about all the good things that will happen before and after the deployment.
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