|Current mood:|| frustrated|
|Current music:||The Witches|
Deep Breath. Jess.
I don't try to fight over things...I don't like starting anger, and we'd been without it for quite some time. but I think we hold it in. I do, sometimes. Just because I don't want to cause issues. By saying that plans and responsability need to be more clear cut, and that it's stressful, I didn't mean I don't want to hang out. I don't only yell at one person when it's more than one. I've spoken to everyone involved already...I didn't say anything to you till the last minute because I didn't want exactly what happened to happen. I'm sorry, I'm not trying to make more fight than I already have, and I plan on calling you a little later. I don't want to stay mad or keep emnity between us.
And I didn't mean to bring anyone else into it...I was exploding. Just...Had to shriek for a second. And I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to dramify or make public.
Thinking of which, I saw Katherine todayShudders
Anyway, it's useless to write more until we talk. But I don't want to be fighting. I didn't want to ever be fighting. I'll call you in a little bit and we'll talk more.
I love you.