¤wë×wì||×ñëvër×bë×thë×sâmë¤ (fvdyzncounting) wrote, @ 2004-01-01 16:47:00

Current mood:	weird
Current music:	Fall Out Boy - Pretty In Punk

A bRaNd-FrEaKiN-nEw YeAr!


Let's hope '04 won't be such a nightmare..

Ok. So maybe last year didn't such THAT bad. But it wasn't all that great. I hope this year is awesome.. it will be if I have any say in it!

Last night was pretty cool. Talked on the phone w/ Melinda for a while, then the cuz stopped by. Didn't get to 'party' till after 3 though. For some reason, didn't take much to knock me out.. I think I stayed up till 6, about two and a half hours, just staring at the wall. haha. To make things rediculous, I had to wake up at 10! Four hours of sleep, a major ass migraine, and I had to babysit. GrR..

Oh well, I'm in better spirit now. And I got my New Year's Resolution for ya..:

NO MORE ASSHOLES! ..or guys in general! XD

Me and Stevi are goin on strike! Instead of pigs, they are now reffered to as BASTARDS.
XBillabongBabe3X: guys dont even qualify as pigs bcuz pigs are cute and sweet and guys just suck!
That's right. BASTARDS! XP

Unfortunately, I'm starting to doubt my ability to actually keep that resolution. lol. I'm gonna try! But you know me.. I always end up falling for someone or another over time. Shit, I've already fallen for someone else.. lol. But I doubt we'll go out, cuz we're friends and things just seem too confusing right now. Sad, but I guess it's for the best..?

But ya, we don't need guys. Hurts being w/ em, hurts being w/o em. Might as well enjoy being single! As much as I may want one of my own again (it's a month today..), I have way too much to worry about these days. And I'm really scared.

Anyway, new subject. Today. I was supposed to chill w/ Lou but I just got done babysitting, and I'm sittin around bein lazy. So when I get really bored and start complaining.. I should remember it's all my fault that I'm here alone w/ nothin to do.. lol. I just still feel like shit and want to relax. This weekend I gotta live it up though before we go back to school!

And maybe, just MAYBE, I can hang out w/ *him*..
Hasn't been such great timing for that.. the whole break. Either my mom was always home, his mom was always home, we couldn't think of anywhere to go, bla bla. And I think he's thinkin I don't wanna chill w/ him any.. just the way he was acting and the things he said the other day. We talked it out, and everything's cool.. I just wish he knew how much I really care about him, if it was up to me I'd spend all the time in the world w/ him.

Gosh darnit, see how I am? I'm hopeless. 'Help me, my heart's on my sleeve!'

And now I'll go reflect on my stupidity. Be back later..

<333

Sarah

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