¤wë×wì||×ñëvër×bë×thë×sâmë¤ (fvdyzncounting) wrote, @ 2003-12-18 18:12:00

Current mood:	apathetic
Current music:	Fall Out Boy - Moving Pictures

..bEtTeR aGaiN?


Things are ok now, I guess.

The last few days have seemed to go by pretty quickly. Not sure why, but I guess a lot's been happenin and time has just flied.

For the most part, I'm over the whole "boo hoo, I'm lonely" thing. Whatever.. I'd actually rather be alone anyway. Then I have no reason to be paranoid. Maybe I'll grow to like myself more?

The one person I really hadn't given up hope on, kinda changed that. I don't want to be w/ anyone. For a long time.

Umm.. we finally heard from Mark. Well they did. And he tried to kill himself, he's in some clinic.. and all the blame is on me thanks to Alex. Screw him, some friend. I just hope Mark's ok.. I feel so bad. And angry, and guilty at the same time. :(

I got to hang out w/ Dan for a little while after school, he's really helped me feel better. I just wish he didn't like me, things are so much better this way as friends. And I hope he doesn't take all this time we spend together and talking on the phone as something more than it is..

School's sucked, and it's been awkward for reasons I really don't feel like discussing. Gosh I am so glad tomorrow's the last day.. and we get out early, so it shouldn't be too hard to deal with. As hard.

Christmas is soon. Yay for that? I'm just not in the spirit this year, maybe I'll be able to sleep the day away. And don't get me started on shopping, ugh. Haven't started yet, and like every year I'll end up waiting til the last minute. Blahhhhhhhh.

I don't know what I'm gonna be doing this weekend. I might hang out w/ Vikki Fri. night, and Bri wants me to help her pick out something for this new guy Sat. at the mall.. I cringe at the thought. At times I just wanna beat the shit out of her for what she's done. But then again I can't really blame her. It's just changed a lot.

I'm gonna go, don't know what else to talk about. Later.

<333

Sarah

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