Darkie (dark_love) wrote in fuckup, @ 2003-03-04 18:07:00

Whatever. Today has sucked major ass.

I have something wrong witha mitrovalve in my heart. UFn. It isn't as serious as a few of the other's in family. Mines the opposite of theirs. When me heart pumps the blood back washes because the valve closes too soon. So yeah. I could whatever I guess. But my medicine helps so whatever I suppose. It isn't serious. Just whatever.
Great. Another reason to be depressed. Which yeah I want to cry but I can't. Or at least won't.
Asked to go to Adrian's. Can't. Sudrey's not there. Whatever. If we were going to fuck it wouldn't matter if Audrey was there or not. it's pathetic as hell. I'm not a fucking slut. I don't know why my Mom played that. She would have said yes if Audrey was home. But whatever. I'll get lectured.
This hurts and I hate.
I want to do something rash, but lord knows i can't and just won't.. Whatever.

-sarah

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