| Current mood: |  aggravated |
| Current music: | Pyar Aaya - Plan Soundtrack |
whatever...
Argh... Sometimes I wish I wasn't me. I wish I could look in the mirror and actually see someone I like. I hate those moments when I feel fine then something happens and I'm reminded of what a horrible person I am. A disappointing daughter, a terrible friend, an even worse girlfriend. Well, ex-girlfriend now... I wish I could feel like I have something to be proud of. I'm so tired of being known as the one who does well in school. I hate school and to be constantly attached to it makes me sick. For others to compare their children to me doesn't seem like much of a compliment. Oh yeah, quiet, shy, keeps to herself. Fantastic qualities... People don't see how unhappy I am being me. Unfortunately, I can't seem to change. Blah...
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