| Current mood: |  sad |
| Current music: | Loser<--all about me... |
im a loser, and sooner or later you know ill be dead...
So...once again, things suck-that really shouldn't be a suprise though. It seems like im only in a good mood for two, three days at the very most. And..im getting sick of it. I am so upset right now about everything. And i just...feel like shit-i guess that pretty much sums it up cause there's nothing else really to say other than that. I wanna get outta here-how about that? That sounds good to me. Oh...wait-i found out some stuff about myself today..i found out that im a fucking bitch, that i like every guy AND that im using Victor. Isn't that interesting, especially considering the fact that i was unaware of all of this. So thats cool i guess. Its good to knwo all of this stuff...Hopefully next time, ill actually know these things ahead of time...before everything gets fucked up...once again.
And it may take some time to patch my up inside But i cant take it so i run away and hide
How do i say goodbye to what we had? The good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad
I dont know where this road is going to lead All i know is where we've been and what we've been through
And I'll take with me the memories to be my sunshine after the rain its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
Downward spiral, where do i begin? It all started when i lost my mother, no love for myself...
...I cant go on living this way, cant go on living this way, living this way nothings alright
I wanna runaway never say goodbye, i want the truth instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers no more lies, i wanna shut the door and open my mind
Ok...so i wanted to leave you with all those lyrics and now that i have...im gonna go run now cause i frikkin want to and maybe it'll calm me...
-monster
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