well....once again-everything SUCKS! Isn't that wonderful?! no...not really. As crazy as this is, the best thing in my life right now is family. OMG! What's wrong with that picture?!?! Yea...didnt think that one would happen, but guess what?!?! It did.
So lets go to my lovely day at shcool this morning...so i get there, yadada. Then Victor gets there, and doesn't really talk to me, then Jade gets there, and im invisible. So...tahts cool cause that's how its been the past couple days. But there's more to taht story. Anyways...so then i went to algebra, i think that i hopefully did well on my test-probably not though. Then in the hall, i saw Victor, but really didnt talk to him. Then i went to history-same situation...i probably failed. Then i went to venner and i really didnt wanna sing, cause i suck, but i did. Then band-i HATE colorguard, i dont wanna do it anymore-it sucks. And today we added either 3 or 4 freshman which is really just cool cause now everything's screwed up and we have to relearn it all. I dont like it anymore and i seriously wanna bail cause i hate it, everytime i go thre, im miserable, so i dont understand the point of it-but wahtever. And then...lunch, pretty much sucked, i was pissed the whole time, nothing new there cause according to alex its "inevitable that you're pissed every minute of every day" so thats cool...that helped a whole lot. Then i went to chemistry-probably failed that class too. Then normally i talk to Victor before that hour, but not today. Np suprise though really. And normally after that hour i talk to him too...but of course, i didnt. And so then i went to practice which seriously SUCKED! I SUCK AT CROSS COUNTRY!!!!!!!!!!!! we ran 2 mile repeats, did 6 hills and then we did finishes. And like i said, i suck. And the whole time i was thinking about it and of course that didnt help. So then i came home, and talked to Victor....and here's the rest of the story. Of course everyone that knows me, knows that i screw up every good thing in my life, so what did i do? Screw up...yet again, and because of that, Victor and me are no longer friends anymore, so thats fucking wonderful. I lost my best friend-but thats cool-whatever. I dont need one, especially not now. IM SUCH A FUCK UP!! Someone please, just shoot me and put me out of misery..i would really love that.
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