| Current mood: |  pissed off |
| Current music: | Black back heart - David Usher |
Last Straw
I can't stand this anymore, him anymore, nor can Angel. When Nuro gets home tonight, shit is seriously hitting the fan. This is the last straw (as it's stated). After Amanda and Eve left our place, Angel and I went into our bedroom, told Sen that we'd like to be alone and we spoke. We drew the final conclusion that Nuro has until Friday MORNING to get his shit out of here. He has to be gone before he goes to work that day. No matter what. No more excuses, no more bullshit, no more disrespect or this inconsideration that he's been shooting in our faces. And quite frankly, I feel no guilt for this, whatsoever. I could careless at this point if we even remain friends. This has gone on for far too long. I'm glad that Angelis and I agree on this.
To be honest, that's the one thing that's working completely the way I want it to; the relationship strickly between he and I. We haven't argued in awhile. Not saying that I want one to just blow up but still. It's nice to be able to talk with him, to sit and have fun. Actually, lately we've been quite playful, nice to each other and we're getting along so well. I'm enjoying spending time with him, it soothes me during these stressful times in the house. I'm not saying that nobody else eases that, but it's appreciated to have him there as my strong arm. I understand that Eve is my other strong arm, yes I admit that openly. Without her, we'd probably be in the shit hole. Well, yes, we are.. but, we'd be eating it for supper too, if it wasn't for her. She's giving us money to help us get food and other supplies. I haven't spoken to my father yet. Although Angelis has agreed to let my father finally help us properly. I will be asking him for help. It's a little different asking my father for help compared to say, Eve. It's sort of unexplainable.. So I'm just waiting for Angel to tell me how much I'm allowed to ask my father for help and then call him. [I want my phone call!! Heh...]
Other than that, things are moderatly liveable. Treble is coming down this weekend. Hopefully, he'll be able to meet Jewels. I really hope that happens. They deserve atleast to see each other face to face. They've been so close online, maybe they'll even hook up. They need something good to happen to them. We'll see how it goes.
Another bitchy blog.. And they all include Nuro. Hmmm.. Do the math! I'm tired of sounding like the big bitch. So hopefully after this weekend, things'll clear up. I really want to see Treble. I miss him. He's someone else I can talk to... When Angel was in Toronto, he helped me deal with things. I got use to having him around, that now when something happens.. I want him there. (I love ya, hunny!) *winks*
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