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Screw the kittens, God kill all the idiots!
My night was fine, great even; had a fabulous/stress-reducing talk with Eve, Mira called me and we spoke for some good hours... I had planned on playing World of Warcraft until I got tired but some IDIOT interrupts my play and begins talking with me. I know Angel told me that I should drop/block him but he frustrated me so much that I needed to tell him my piece of mind.
This guy... *shudders* is a complete idiot. Doesn't know what he wants in live, doesn't know where he wants to live, has dropped out of school for more than one girl, has changed towns for more than one girl, has left jobs lying on the ground and most of all blames other things than himself for his stupid acts. And now he decides he wants to come back to Sudbury to supposedly finish off his schooling through PACE. Also the fact that he's still stuck on Mira. He doesn't seem to understand that she doesn't love him anymore, that she's dating someone else. For some reason, out of nowhere.. he tells me that he wants to go get his pilot license. Weird? Well.. Guess who's going to college for that same thing? Mira's current boyfriend, whom he compares himself with; roughly same build, both have blue eyes. I see the difference; her bf has goals, ambitions, dreams, he's living his life, he's graduated from high school. So I don't know where he finds himself similar to her boyfriend.
*sighs* No matter what I say to him, NOTHING sinks in. It's one excuse after another.. GAH! Okay.. the thing he just said "well mabey I'll make a really nice case in some psycology book" just screams IDIOT!
Eve, I know you know what I sense when talking to people like this. I can insult him, I can be a bitch but he just won't understand that I don't give a damn and I've been sayigng what I"ve been feeling, what I've been thinking but he won't get it through his stupid thick affro, pig-headed brain! Goddammit!
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Sorry.. I needed to rant that! Onto other things.. Things have been well around here; Angel is deminishin his smoking; he smokes maybe 3-4 a day (WOOT! I'm so proud of you!), we have our house back to ourselves now (about time!), his work is going good, he's getting muscles, we've been talking about the wedding (yay!), things are slowly getting paid off, stress in the house is down to a minimal... *breathes* Angel's shoulders as well as mine seem lighter. We've gotten out more, we've been laughing more, playing around.. It's fun!
For Christmas, Angel and I have decided to get another guinea pig! Woot! I'm so happy that Basic is going to get a friend. He won't be lonely anymore. Sometimes, I feel bad for him, ya know? Like he cries out for another guinea pig. It's so sad.. And when he's free.. he runs and runs like he doesn't want to go back into that cage. It'll be nice to see him interact with others!
Well.. for a quick splurge, this is kinda neet!
'Night all! Love ya! *feels slightly better*
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