JC "Kitten" Chasez (freakme_josh) wrote, @ 2003-04-08 03:33:00

Current mood:

discontent

I think I've become an insomniac.

I just...have no desire to sleep half the time. Which is the oddest fucking thing considering I'm known for always wanting to sleep.

But maybe it's a good thing. If I don't sleep I can't be haunted by my dreams. However, if I'm awake my thoughts wander and I'm tormented by the what-ifs. It's a lose-lose situation. *pauses* What the hell am I talking about? I've already lost. Mulitple times, actually.




It'd be so much easier to move on if I didn't still care.

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