| Current mood: | dirty |
| Current music: | jewel // who will save your soul |
Come 'ere boy, there ain't nothing for free...
Where to start...
Or maybe I'll start, by not starting at all.
I swear, there's so much that happens in my life that I can't or shouldn't talk about. Why the fuck is that? I mean, really. I used to pride myself on my honesty...and maybe that's where I went wrong. As soon as you start keeping secrets things are bound to happen that you don't expect. Secrets brought me down to I think the lowest point I've ever been. I'm still not the man I used to be. I doubt I ever will be.
So from now I'm gonna say as much or as little as I want. I'm through hiding shit just because of other people. I mean, fuck, thanks to the media and paparazzi the whole fucking world knows I'm gay. Do I really have anything left to hide?
But hey, you live and learn. Everyone makes mistakes. Some of us just make huge life-altering ones, unfortunately. That's okay though. I'm working my demons out in their own way. I think I like karma now, since it's not kicking my ass anymore. Or rather, as much as it was.
On a semi-related note, my new sofa arrived today. Now I suddenly have a desire to redecorate half of my house. Not good.
And J, it was good to see you. Real good. Gimme a call sometime. I still need to thank you for watching my place for me while I was out of the country.
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